it’s like 100000000000 times better but remember how i said my fingers got infected with strep 

this is after popping about twenty puss blisters and medicating with neosporin for a whole week 

(also why i blacked out monday night)

if this ever happens again im getting it amputated 

i really haven’t uploaded progress in forever though looking at this makes me feel a little better

either way im still mad

(first picture is from a year ago)

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complucation:

I hate my thighs and my stomach and my calves and my arms and my nose and my teeth and my skin and just my face in general i kind of just hate my body a lot and nothing really helps that

how the fuck do i make my legs thin enough i want to cut it all off thats all i want 

the only time i’m ever happy is when my friends are over (all who live 30+ miles away) 

or i’m not eating. when i’m weightless. 

so i’ll just stop eating again. i need back on schedule anyway. 

nothing makes me feel better 

wow i really wanna puke 

i just want to be weightless 

sad thoughts warning trigger warning ED dont read im just vent

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wow i’m becoming the hugest bitch over this disorder

i’m so sorry